Revelations and School

Revelations made today:

Jason Segel was once on an episode of CSI: Original Flavor and he walks into a room the same exact way no matter what character he is playing.

I care about my friends more than myself sometimes, and I care about myself more than anything other times. I'm dying to quench my own thirst for violence toward this person but I don't want to regress to the girl I was then.

I love people. And I keep on imagining that they love me, but, I'm not sure that they feel what I feel and that weirds me out. I wish there was a way to know!


So, school has been back in session.

Hunter and I have chorus together.

:)

Kiri and I do not.

:(

Things could be a lot worse. I have been having a pretty great time in school lately. It feels good to be back around the people I was curious about/missing for the past three months.

It feels like no time has passed at all, now. It feels like that three month summer was just a weekend.

I gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night.

Things today is:
---the last day of school
---my sister's graduation
---baffling
---a very good time

I'm still sort of surprised by the fact that school is over. It feels like I'll have to go back on Monday anyway. I'm not sure why. People keep on saying "Yes! School is over!" and I just sort of stare at them blankly. It's strange.

School got out at ten o'clock exactly. I spent all of my time at school wandering around or talking to friends in "classes." It was mostly just boring, but, I'm glad I went anyway. I got to see everyone.

After school, I went out with friends to swim. Pools aren't really open so we went down to the ol' swimming hole. It was me, five other girls, and a guy. On the way away from school, I drove in the car with Kiri and Emily. While we were driving, we listened to "I Gotta Feeling" by The Black Eyed Peas. Something about driving with that song playing and the wind whipping my hair in my face made me feel liberated.

So, the school year is over. I'll miss some people who I won't get to see every day, but, I'm going to talk to all the people who I want to.

I hope this summer is as amazing as I expect.

Procrastinate Delay

The school year ends on Friday.

I am not going to school tomorrow or Wednesday.

It's a weird feeling. I'm torn between elation at the thought of not having any more work to do or school-related stress to deal with and sadness at the thought of not having my friends to talk to on a daily basis.

I'm writing things for all of my closer friends. Hopefully I finish everything before Friday and they can all have the things I write them.

I'm going to try to get a lot of writing done today. Specifically, I am going to try not to get distracted by Andy Samberg, Akiva Schaffer, and Jorma Taccone. God, I love them. Boys have got a hold on me. Especially the funny ones.

"Carla, get me some potato chips!"

I wonder how long it takes before the boys in high school who your parents tell you will get what's coming to them get what's coming to them.

I mean, how many times have you heard someone console you by saying "You know, they are only hurting themselves in the end." You smile and nod and agree or whatever, but, there's always that thought that maybe it just won't happen.

How many times have you seen the bad guy win?

Oh, well. It makes it hard to make it through the day with all of those negative voices in your ear unless you believe that they are going to realize how wrong they were in high school.

Either that or they will just end up in a run-down trailer, watching American Idol every week with a beer in one hand and their own nuts in the other, calling out to their ugly, overly made up wife named Carla to get them some potato chips.

Or my imagination is too overactive for my own good.